Well, that was embarrassing. A couple of days ago as I was typing up my bedside notes, I accidentally published a blog entry I’d written in the middle of the night. Then Sir Google the Vigilant picked up the post before I could erase it. And now it’s out there forever, half-formed thoughts and clumsy midnight sentences and all, the draftiest possible first draft. It’s the perfectionistic writer’s equivalent of looking down to discover you’ve been walking around the mall in nothing more than torn underpants and a saggy bra. And then finding out someone put the security footage on YouTube and mailed links to all your friends and coworkers.
At any rate, it’s as fixed as it’s going to get. So without further ado or so much as a segue, and at the risk of sounding sleep-obsessed, I now present the new and improved version of my field guide to insomnia.
Mix and match as you see fit.
Aha! – Yay! Yay! I’m finally falling asleep! I’m…Oh. Never mind.
Alarmatory Anticipation – What’s the point? Alarm’s about to go off. Or the baby will wake up. Or, well, something.
Bing! – And like that, you’re awake. Really awake.
The Brain Spins – 3 a.m. may not be the ideal time to craft the perfect comeback (six hours too late), plot your novel, or list your to-dos, but good luck convincing your busy brain of that.
Comfort Void – Pillow by Acme Brick. Mattress by Stay Puft.
Fear & Trepidation – Shh! Did you hear that? (See also: Horror Novels, Late Night Reading of)
Prophetic Insomnolescence – I expect it, therefore I have it.
Sound Barrier – Too much noise – or, heck, too little – and sleep’s as elusive as a ghost.
Whee! – Anticipation and excitement are electric coursing through your body. Tomorrow (i.e. Christmas morning, your birthday, the first day of vacation) will be terrific. Tonight? Not so much.
Did I leave any out? Which ones get you?